#hoshibami taiga

[819x220]

[badboydevotee]

Your Name Is A Scar I Carry

Summary: He remembers everything. You remember nothing. Caught in a world of riddles, curses, and crimson-laced futures, an impulsive man with blood on his hands carries a burden no one else can see. You're just trying to survive. He's trying to save you—over and over again. But how do you love someone who’s already mourned you a hundred times?

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It’s always the same goddamn night.

Same flickering lights in the train corridor. Same scream. Same outstretched hand reaching for someone who never should’ve been there in the first place.

You.

You don’t belong in his world.

You’re not a fighter, or a superhuman. Just a normal person who stepped on the wrong train at the worst time. Just a heartbeat, a laugh, a softness this world never deserved. You weren’t meant for blood and anomalies. And yet—you became the center of the storm.

Every time you die, the world resets.

And every time, Taiga is the only one who remembers.

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He didn’t care the first time.

You were nobody. Just a girl with a too-heavy bag, tripping into the aisle with wide, confused eyes. He shoved past you, chasing the Kyklos anomaly, thinking you would disappear like the rest of the world that wasn’t cursed or cruel.

But when you died screaming, and the world snapped back to zero... And it happened again... And again...

He began to realize: You were the anchor.

You were the fixed point that marked the start of every nightmare.

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Taiga tried everything.

He ignored you. He warned you. He let you die.

Nothing changed.

Each time, the dream reloaded like a glitching slot machine, and he was the only one holding the memory. Holding the guilt.

You, though—you never remembered. Not once. Every time he met your eyes, it was like you were meeting him for the first time. Innocent. Trusting. Unafraid.

God, it was torture.

You didn’t know who he was. You didn’t know what you meant. You didn’t know what it cost him to reach for you again.

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This loop this time, he plays it differently.

The sun is warm for once. The air smells like citrus and smoke.

You’re struggling with your bag again.

And he’s there, leaning against a streetlamp like he owns the damn universe.

“Hey,” he says smoothly. “You look like you’re about to throw your back out.”

He smiles, shark-like, all teeth and charm. “Been a long time.”

You blink. “We’ve never met.”

Oh, but you have.

A thousand times.

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“I’ll carry that,” he says.

You raise an eyebrow. “Why?”

“Let’s just say I’ve got a soft spot for disaster girls.”

You don’t understand. You laugh, but your eyes narrow. You’re wary—he can’t blame you. He looks like trouble. He is trouble.

But you hand him the handle anyway.

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At the casino, he plays the All-In. Not because he is one—but because he's desperate to stall the future.

You sit at his table. You laugh at his jokes. You call him reckless, arrogant, impossible.

And he lets you.

Because in every loop before this, you never make it past the seventh day.

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You don’t know about the notebook hidden under his mattress. You don’t know about the stunned face of his that marks each time you died. You don’t know the sound you make when the curse hits you. You don’t know how many times he’s carried your body from the wreckage.

And you don’t know that every time he touches you, he’s mourning a version of you that’s already gone.

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You don’t know the loop. Only Taiga does.

And it’s killing him.

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“You’re not like the others,” you say one night, soft and quiet, watching the city lights glow outside his window. “You act like you know me.”

“I do,” he answers without thinking.

You look at him, confused. “We’ve barely met.”

He wants to scream. Wants to break something. Instead, he just shrugs.

“Feels like longer.”

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Eventually, the Kyklos comes again.

It always does.

He sees it in the reflection of your eyes. The way your smile falters. The chill in the air that you don’t notice but he does.

You don’t remember the pain. You don’t remember the curse. You don’t remember dying.

But he does.

So when he shoves you behind him, when he stands between you and the monster, when he pulls the trigger without hesitation—

It’s not because he’s brave. It’s because he’s so damn tired of watching you disappear.

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You wake up in his arms.

Alive.

Breathing.

And still unaware of what you escaped.

Taiga’s trembling.

You look up at him, dazed. “Did I...?”

“No,” he whispers, brushing a strand of hair from your cheek. “You’re okay.”

“Taiga... are you crying?”

He laughs bitterly, wiping his face. “Nah. Just allergies.”

You don’t push him.

You never do.

And he never tells you the truth.

Because if you knew—if you knew how many times you’d died for his sins, how many timelines he burned trying to save you—

You’d never look at him the same way again.

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EPILOGUE

Taiga doesn’t sleep much anymore.

Sometimes he stands at the foot of your bed, watching you breathe, memorizing every rise and fall like it’s the first sunrise after a war.

You hum in your sleep. Dreamless. Peaceful.

You don’t know the loop.

You never will.

And maybe that’s a mercy.

Because he’ll remember for the both of you.

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"You said you'd never leave, And then you did.

But now you're here, And I won’t let you go again.

Even if it kills me. Even if it already has."

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Inspiration: Is It Too Late by Alie Gatie (song) Firebird Trilogy by Claudia Gray (book) ────────────────────────────────────────────

Ao3 vers. Notes: It has been a while, hope everyone's fine. I've been caught up with work and do covers so I barely have time to play or do fic TvT. Work's tiring but we must do our best to survive! Fic posts might be delayed again so please stay and bear with me! <3

[peonywithroses]

haven't read the ep yet but !!! 😭 taiga with fluffy friemds 💔💔

[dainsllette]

Make me a sandwich bitch ft Tokyo debunker boys

Ft Shohei Romeo Jin Haru Ren Kaito Taiga

[promise-of-soup]

If you’re comfortable ofc could we hear your hc’s of what the ghouls may be hiding in their pants? 🫣

(You can do the whole cast or just a few of ur favs, it’s up to you. Luv ur writing btw!!)

Ok, this has been in my inbox for a while, and I do want to respond to it because 1. thanks for the ask, 2. my brain has misunderstood this SO BADLY I JUST HAVE TO DO IT I AM SORRY ANON!! I wanna say this: I am comfortable writing stuff like this but I lost my Penis Specialist Certification after "the incident" (I am really bad at thinking about penis stats because like, if I like the penis haver I like the penis) so I would recommend asking a true specialist rather than a feeble Certificate-less freak such as me, HOWEVER:

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ❀"Is that a gun in your pocket or are you REALLY excited to see me?" What is your favourite Ghoul hiding in their pants?˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ❀

✿Synopsis: men. they have... pants? what is in these... pants?

✿aka: Find out what your favourite ghoul is hiding in their pants for the low low price of 0 doler

✿Tags? THIS IS NOT SMUT OR NSFW, this is PG13 because I say the word "frick" at some point, mentions of PANTS AND WHAT IS WITHIN THEM

✿Notes: my sense of humour is fucked up I am sorry anon, thank you for requesting, and please enjoy this :)

❛ ━━･❪ ❁ ❫ ･━━ ❜❛ ━━･❪ ❁ ❫ ･━━ ❜

Jin: NOTHING. literally, this man has nothing in his pants. His pockets are slung out most of the time and are empty! his wallet is somewhere else but I am not telling you where.

Tohma: he has a neatly folded yellow sticky note with a reminder or an email address or something random, a half smoked cigarette, a bottle of medication, and a loose glasses cloth that is somehow still clean.

Lucas: the gateway to a pocket dimension of infinite shortbread biscuits. Not really. BUT HOW DOES HE KEEP PULLING SO MANY OF THEM OUT?, he also has a cloth napkin, and a little british fork for some reason, he also has several receipts but they are all neatly folded and organised. he also wears funny boxers, but that's a conversation for another day.

Kaito: a mass of things that have melted and glued together. it's just a clump of something. mysterious clump. he takes it out to look at it and puts it back in because there's no trashcan nearby so what can a guy do? it whispers at him and beckons him "feed me father~" whenever he has new trash and can't find a trashcan, because that thing has been there. it has seen things. Oh, and how could I forget that he has a gacha capsule with a little figurine of a cat in it.

Alan: an embroidered handkerchief, a wrench, a crumpled half-torn note that says "REMEBR" but not what to remember or when or huh?, and a box of mints. He's neat though, it's nice in his pocket, 10/10 would recommend.

Leo: Vape... another vape... another vape... something that looks like a vape (but is a bullet vibrator), another vape, another vape, portable makeup mirror, hair comb, mini body spray, packet of gum, another vape, kpop-style photocard OF HIMSELF, portable selfie stick, powerbank phone charger.

Sho: small notepad with an attachable pen with grocery lists inside of it, keys.

Haru: mysetrious pieces of animal feed, a bunch of random paper clips and bits of paper, the wrapper to a candy bar, a used scratch card, a fuck ton of keys on a key holder, people's phone numbers, a printed out picture of Ren and Towa that he took without their premission, extra gloves, keychain of a horse, some loose change.

Towa: blades of grass, dried flowers, squashed fresh flowers, random bits of paper, a part of a textbook he tore out (like, just the edge of it), piece of bread, strawberry, the colour pink (idk how he got the colour pink)

Ren: portable phone charger, loose potato chip, video game keychain, headphones that are tangled, headphones that are not tangled but tangled with the tangled headphones that are tangled, small framed picture of Haru that Haru gave him and keeps putting back into his pants whenver he takes it out.

Taiga: an actual gun, a bottle of lube... I will not eleborate.

Romeo: a 1,154,820 yen designer wallet that is really only big enough to hold a single credit card, but it is there... condom, a spa leaflet, a bundle of money (to throw at people if he needs to), random casino chip that fell in, confession note he received from a general student and never opened, a really cool lighter.

Ritsu: he does not have pocket organisers but it sure looks like it, he might as well have a filing cabinet in there, because how tf does he have a neatly folded pile of recipets, a wallet organised alphabetically (all "C" for card), voice recorder, and a clear handkerchief that is always clean no matter how many times he's seen using it. One thing he doesn't have in his pockets? corruption. His pants are a place of justice.

Subaru: you'd think he has things in his pants, but he does not have things in his pants, don't ask him what is in his pants because there's nothing there, how did you even notice that there might be something in his pants, he is NOT carrying anything there... fine, it's a scrunched piece of paper... are you disappointed in him?

Haku: A cool gemstone, a condom, a piece of wood (idk why), dirt(?), the pile of paper, he does not empty his pockets, so after washing them and whatnot, the pile of paper is actually just weird little pieces of paper that are impossible to remove.

Zenji: air.

Edward: there is... an alluring sense of.... BONE? SINGULAR BONE. And wittle pwinted pictures of kittens :)

Rui: extra pair of gloves, a PILE of people's phone numbers on slips of paper, a notepad and a pencil.

Lyca: chewed up pieces of paper, a pencil he took from someone in a lecture once and never returned, a cool rock he found on the ground, feather he found on the ground, plastic fork that has been bent, and a piece of cardboard he accidently tore off a food box and stashed in his pocket to make sure no one sees it.

Yuri: two small glass viles that clink together when he walks, a note he scribbled with his awful medical handwriting about something random, one yen bill, Jiro medication (medication for Jiro)

Jiro: stray Yuri hairs he bunched into his pocket because he didn't know where to put them, a neatly folded receipt, a note telling him to buy more tea, a note on what flowers to get for Yuri, a multi-tool, extra rubber gloves, a dirty mask that he folded, glasses cloth, random piece of metal.

[ilolor]

Spoilerss

Sooo I just finished reading episode 16 and and there are a few things i want to say about this episode :

Yeah our boyfie material ghoul

WHAT?!! WE ONLY HAVE THREE MONTHS LEFT?! POOR MC 😭

YEAHHHH MC deserves a lot of praise for being brave and working hard in the face of all her difficulties. GIVE MANY LOVES TO OUR GIRLS!!!

Stay away from MC, You're sus! 🤬

I knew it, his name is Elias! Oh yeah I've just realized that if you pay closer attention to his eyes, they are swaying/ jiggling like Princess Nina's eyes.

Sooo, I just read this scene and just wonder what does Taiga meant by 'it's changed again?' Did it relate with the future? Or the thing just only Taiga know?

And.... I am happy they showed some concerns to our MC

UWOHHHHH, RITSU PROTECTED US!!

OK, that's all from me. Even though there are still many things that confusing me about this episode, I still enjoy reading it

[fandom-maniac111]

I know for a fact episode 18 is another interdorm mission cause of the thumbnail. It's def including Zenji and Subaru but the other two I'm still trying to quiz out.

I can't tell if the right is Haku or Lyca, of both it'd make a bit of sense. Haku would make sense cause he can see Zenji and we might get a fully involved Zenji interdorm mission. Lyca also makes sense considering how the mission may involve stars and he's a werewolf, there's a small possibility that he can smell Zenji despite not seeing him; which might also mean there's a possibility of him being capable of hearing the man yapping (much like I believe Leo to be able to hear Zenji).

BUT THE LEFT. I'm 90% sure that it's Towa and if that assumption is correct and it's not a new ghoul or Sho, I'M GONNA FREAK. HE IS WEARING A SLEEVELESS SHIRT. A. SLEEVELESS. SHIRT. YOU CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS TO ME ZZG!!! I love Towa too much- But it definitely makes sense for it to be the fairy boy, since he seems to be able to see Zenji, plus he enjoys stargazing and seems to be able to speak when there's stars around or perhaps the moon (he's able to speak after 4pm from what it seems like, but the moon also tends to rise earlier then the sun sets. Which can explain why he spoke in episode 12 while the sun was out, because there was a chance the moon might've been in the sky(I know I'm speculating and making theories-))

But in accordance to quoting my gay friend I got into the game: "They've turned fairy boy into a fuck boy" I'm still freaking. They showed Taiga midriff, they did a seeming caged beneath scene for Ritsu, they did a reality dating show, THEY'RE SHOWING TOWA'S ARMS WITHOUT A SHIRT COVERING THEM.

I promise I'm sane and don't normally react like this to arms-

[labulemon]

Theory: Haru and Taiga are Actually Partners in Anti-Darkwick Crime 💥🥷

I started thinking about Sagara "Liar" Haru and went deep diving. Sorry. Disclaimer this is a crack theory. im /j. unless ur /srs. then me too... <3

TLDR: Taiga wanting to eat Peekaboo is just a cover and Haru is pretending not to give a shit about Gen/Mio so they can blow the roof off of Darkwick. 💥

Reason Why 1: All of their "lighthearted" interactions and "Peekaboo Gets Eaten" encounters occur in public places and outdoors. Haru gets serious really quickly when it's just the two of them, which never really happens elsewhere. Plus, Taiga actually remembers Haru, which doesn't seem like it happens to many people.

Taiga, in general, doesn't seem to control when his anomaly-eating hunger strikes. He also doesn't seem like he's fully in his right mind. But in Peekaboo's case, he holds back long enough for Haru to come get Peekaboo, then straight up lets him go.

Did he seriously spend all of Jabberwock's money on anti-security measures on one man chasing one rabbit?

There are also tons of anomalies between Taiga and Peekaboo. Zipper crocs. Every animal from the entrance of Jabberwock to the dorms. Assuming he's actually in control of his hunger but still eats them anyways, couldn't he just walk outside and grab one?

Conclusion: Peekaboo's abductions are just a way to make it seem like Haru avoids Taiga. To stop the spy/Darkwick from suspecting them as they ready to blow it up. Plus it gives Haru an excuse to buy stuff when Haru mentions having to buff anti-Taiga-measures in Jabberwock.

Explanation 1: There's something special about Peekaboo that makes him particularly desirable. Explanation 2: He's always hungry, but the hunger just gets worse at certain points in the story. He wants to eat Peekaboo, but Haru's fast enough to get there in time and his pleading typically outweighs Taiga's hunger. Explanation 3: The defenses don't actually cost that much, Haru is known to make bad purchases (the capybara, unless he bought it to save her), and Taiga just really really wants to fuck with him because its really really funny. Explanation 4: It's just comedy and I need to stop thinking so hard😑

Reason Why 2: Haru treats Gen and Mio's situation very dismissively when he's next to Romeo and Rui by saying that Elias will take care of it, but he's super serious talking to Taiga.

Haru has pretty deep ties with them. According to Ritsu, Haru was the person tho took on Gen and Mio's debt to Sinostra. Even if they weren't that close, Gen seems to be the only person who can fix Haru's mechanical arm. Haru can't be careless about losing Gen, at the very least.

Haru has been shown to be a bad liar when put in the spotlight. When Romeo first tells him about their sentences, his "I had no idea~" REALLY sounds like he's faking it. Are they hiding something from the Rui and Romeo as well?

With the assumption that the "mermaid" that Hyde mentions is Gen or Mio, then it's true that Haru reacts incredibly poorly to it. So why be dismissive earlier..?

Conclusion: Haru and Taiga want other people to think Haru's given up on Gen/Mio. He can't publically protest their situation because it'd be too suspicious that he's trying to save them, and there's a spy.

Explanation 1: He just trusts in "Elias" so much that he only steps in when it seems like Elias can't do it alone. He's just talking to Taiga for a hint. Explanation 1.5: It's a really long time between Ep. 10 Chpt. 6 (Bar scene) and the last episode of Jabberwock's second chapter (Taiga and Haru scene) and now it's bad enough he goes to Taiga. Explanation 2: He's too stressed to talk about it with Romeo when he's half drunk and overworked. Plus, it's strange that Taiga would choose to work with Haru over his partner Romeo? Unless maybe it was to protect him? Explanation 3: The voice line is totally normal and I'm the only person who thought it was strange and fake-sounding (Same bar scene as above). Explanation 4: See above + It's a completely unrelated mermaid. We all know that Haru is just a big anomalous animal rights fan, duh. Explanation 5: I really really need to stop thinking so hard 😑

I think almost all the 3rd years in this game are involved some crazy inter-dorm drama about/bc of the Clash (mostly because of jin/frostheim) except Jabberwock and Sinostra so let them in on it smh

[grim--the-end]

taiga bc zigzagame won't let me die

[curry-sause]

who invited this guy…

[hydrologistshateher]

Oh I have a playlist for Taiga because the auction episode possessed me and gave me a very specific vibe for that guy. The order does matter, but you'll get the picture as long as The Boss is the last track you play.

[819x220]

[badboydevotee]

Celebrating Mayhem

“Huh? Whose birthday? Mine? Gyahaha! Totally forgot about it! Grazie!” -Taiga's birthday voiceline.

The streets of the city pulsed with an electric energy that mirrored the chaos within Taiga Hoshibami’s mind. It was his birthday, and he had completely forgotten. His world had always revolved around the next thrill, the next gamble, and today was just another day ripe for impulsive decisions. 

You glanced at Taiga, who lounged against a lamppost, the late afternoon sun casting long shadows. He’s suited up for this mission—exudes an air of authority in his dorm uniform, which resembles that of a mafia don. His sharply tailored dark suit hugs his lean frame, complemented by a crisp black polo shirt with a slightly rebellious collar. Black sunglasses add a layer of mystery, allowing him to survey his surroundings with confidence. A vibrant silk scarf drapes around his neck, contrasting with the monochrome suit and enhancing his audacious style. 

His long overcoat sways dramatically with each stride, completing an ensemble that commands attention and turns heads. With a blend of charisma and danger, Taiga transforms the mundane into the extraordinary, leaving a lasting impression on everyone he encounters. His crimson hair flared out like a wild flame, with streaks of blonde peeking through, much like the unpredictable nature of his personality. 

“Are you ready for this?” you asked, a hint of excitement and fear lacing your voice. Today’s mission was meant to be straightforward, but with Taiga, nothing was ever simple.

“Ready? Hah! Born ready, as always!” His sharp, shark-like teeth gleamed as he smirked, those bright yellow eyes glinting with a dangerous mix of mischief and something deeper—perhaps the thrill of the hunt.

As you both made your way toward the location of the mission, an underground casino rumored to host anomalies, the weight of his volatile energy pressed down on you. You had learned to navigate his impulsive nature, yet a part of you always wondered what lay beneath that reckless facade. 

The casino was a labyrinth of neon lights and shadowy corners, a playground for gamblers and thrill-seekers alike. As you entered, the cacophony of laughter, clinking chips, and hushed whispers enveloped you. Taiga’s eyes sparkled with delight, a child in a candy store, but you knew the stakes were far higher than mere entertainment.

“Let’s make some chaos!” he declared, his voice cutting through the noise. Before you could respond, he was off, weaving through the throngs of people like a ghost, leaving a trail of startled gazes in his wake.

You followed, your heart racing. Taiga’s gambling prowess was legendary, but so was his ability to attract trouble. As you rounded a corner, you found him at a table, his expression a mix of concentration and thrill. The dealer, a slick-looking man with a smile, eyed Taiga warily.

“Do you even know what game you’re playing?” you asked, trying to keep your tone light, though the stakes felt dangerously high.

“Of course! It’s a game of chance—my favorite!” Taiga’s laughter rang out, bold and unrestrained. He tossed a handful of chips onto the table, his reckless abandon infectious.

As the cards flipped and the bets piled up, a tension filled the air. You couldn’t help but admire his ability to charm the room, yet your instincts screamed that trouble was looming. 

Just as you anticipated, the atmosphere shifted. The lights flickered, and a low growl echoed from somewhere deep within the casino. You exchanged a glance with Taiga, his grin widening as he sensed the impending chaos.

“Time for some fun!” he roared, leaping from the table. The casino erupted into a frenzy, patrons screaming and scattering as an anomaly emerged—a hulking creature formed of shadows and sharp teeth.

Without missing a beat, Taiga reached for his weapon, a dark grin stretching across his face. “Let’s dance!” He charged headfirst into the fray, a whirlwind of violence and chaos. 

You followed, heart pounding, caught between admiration and fear for the man who was both reckless and brilliant. As he fought, you noticed how he moved, an instinctual understanding of the creature’s patterns, like he was playing a game of chess while everyone else was merely reacting.

“Taiga, watch out!” you yelled, but he was already a step ahead, dodging the attack.

After a harrowing battle that left the casino in ruins, you and Taiga stood amidst the wreckage, breathing heavily. The anomaly lay defeated, a swirling mass of shadows dissipating into nothingness. 

Taiga turned to you, his expression suddenly shifting from exhilaration to something softer. “Hey… I didn’t forget your birthday, did I? I mean, it’s mine too, after all!” 

You couldn’t help but laugh, a sound that felt foreign in the wake of chaos. “That’s one way to celebrate. You could’ve given me a heads-up before diving headfirst into a fight.”

“Pfft! Where’s the fun in that?” His grin was infectious, but you could see a flicker of something else in his eyes—a vulnerability that rarely surfaced. 

“Happy birthday, Taiga. You’re… something else,” you said, your heart swelling with affection and exasperation.

“Thanks, I guess! Gyahaha! Here’s to more chaotic birthdays!” He raised a makeshift toast with a fallen chip, the moment encapsulating the paradox that was Taiga: a whirlwind of destruction and charm, reckless yet oddly endearing. 

As you stood amidst the remnants of the casino, you realized that every moment with Taiga, however reckless, was a piece of an unpredictable puzzle you were both piecing together—one that danced dangerously between life and death, chaos and companionship. 

With the remnants of the casino behind you, you and Taiga stepped into the neon night, laughter echoing through the streets. His birthday might have started with forgetfulness, but it ended with an unforgettable thrill, a testament to the wild adventure that was your life together. 

“Next mission?” Taiga asked, eyes glinting with mischief.

“Let’s just survive this one first,” you replied, your heart racing with the promise of whatever chaos awaits you next.

“Survival is just a prelude to the fun, right?” he chuckled, already plotting the next gamble. And with that, you plunged into the darkness, side by side, ready for the next chapter of your unpredictable saga.

Ao3 vers.

[brenmcm]

Belly button.

[dainsllette]

Tokyo debunker boys when they're jealous

•Frostheim •Vagastrom •Jabberwock •Sinostra •Hotarubi •Obscuary •Mortkranken

SINOSTRA

Taiga

Romeo

Ritsu

[m1rr0r1ng]

I love the official manga art style so much I ended up compiling these all night… Not sure if anyone else needed this like I did, but here you go